I have no motivation to carry on. I force my conversations; A connoisseur of faking smiles. Keeping distance from the people that misjudge me. I keep distance from everybody.
I wish I could be a fucking child again. The weight of the world didn't crush me then. I accepted life. No, I welcomed it. But I've grown up.
I've opened my eyes. (I see no light, no savior) I've accepted my fate. (I'm not afraid)