I wish I could bleed my family name
Out from inside of my veins
So my father and mother would know no shame
I'm a waste of my father's face
A fucking bitter taste
Stuck to your tongue
Like a flavor you hate
How can I love you
When I can't love myself
Where do I go
When I'm locked out of hell
I’m nothing but filth,
a monster drowning in guilt
A fucking waste of life
Not worth the space I fill.
Uuuuugh.
I never wanted to let down the ones I love.
I never thought I’d be the one who’s not enough.
For twenty three fucking years I swore sobriety
Twenty three years, look at where It got me:
I lost all hope, I lost my friends, I lost my family
I lost the light inside my eyes, I lost my sanity
What do I do when my goals have turned to nightmares?
What now when every face is made of blank stares? FUCK
I just want to bleed out my family name
So my parents don’t have to be ashamed
I am a liar
I am a fake
I am letdown
I am a thief.
I am an introvert.
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